August 2012
11 posts
"Under A Dead Texas Sky"....
I am trying to make light of life and am really sucking at it. That is the issue of it all. I wish life didn’t turn out the way it did. I guess I’m in the middle of a mid life crisis for real now. I recently found out the real reasons why I never had any children. Why I let my mother and society scare me into believing that sex is is a sin, that you will go to hell and you...
iStan4MigMoney: Use Me Sedate me Salacious, salty,... →
istan4migmoney:
Use Me
Sedate me Salacious, salty, and sweet I’m overwhelmed by tasty thoughts of you Daydream My body waving the white flag Take me (yeah babe) Now I know I’m sober It’s just so profound That every wall I built up Has come crashing down Don’t the waves pull the sand? Don’t the moon…
July 2012
10 posts
It Blindsided Me
I have suffered from depression since I was 14 years old. I tried suicide; I guess it had been going on for awhile. Ma was an alcoholic, and did not get along with her mother, my Grandma. We all had to live in the house together and it was not easy. It was a big house in Queens, and I was sometimes running up and down the stairs taking care of both of them if Ma got sick with withdrawals. It was a...
“To love and be loved is to feel the sun on both sides.”
– David Viscott
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My New Attempt
I said I was going to get a blog going, and I’m doing it! I said I was going to sing again, and I’m doing it. I said I was going to stand up for myself, and I did it. I didn’t know depression would sneak up on me and try to take me down, but I do know this…if it wasn’t for music, I would be in a mental hospital as we speak. I have so much I want to talk about...
